I open my eyes and my sight glimpse at the ceiling.
"I can't sleep, why is that," I get up and sit on my bed and look around my room, its filled with darkness and the little of light that can be illuminating from the window coloured the light in a green dark colour and in shades around the room. Its as if I was underwater in the sadness of the ocean for it to this particular colour. The room was quite and no sound is awake and all is asleep. The teddy bear on the shelf that I out grown of sits quietly on a particular shelf. It stared at me as if though it felt abandon and regretted and its love has been frozen up inside of it, untouched and unshared. I blinked twice and turned my head away from it as if thought it doesn't exist and look elsewhere. "Why can't I sleep." I looked down on my feet and had both hands on my head. My body is empty, its like an empty shell with nothing going on in it, my head starts feeling with little thoughts and it wonder on its o